In that sweet illusion of faith, I met you
Your masculinity a draw
Throes of passion in the backseat of a church van
They watched us in secret jealousy
When I was sick
You brought me a rose
We kissed with intensity, but it faded quickly
I still remember your jaw line
Your mouth
The strict angle of your nose
The darkness of your eyes
Secrets about your family
Those memories a standard I held other men to
We jumped over the boundaries they laid for us
And you felt guilty about that
I was a dark temptress in your holy light
Everyone blamed me because you caved
Pure lust
Sin
I never went back to that church again