Your heart is caged in by her absence
The pain in your eyes illuminated by her name
I want to bind your wounds
I want to flush your poisons
You speak on her acquisitiveness
Her cupidity, revolting
You ache from her infidelity
Her betrayal, a lesion
Her egotism
Her materialism
Her superficial piety
Why don’t they rebuff?
Your perfection is astounding
The depth of your creativity persuades me
The heights of your spirituality, transfixing
Your compassion is implausible
I want to know all of you
I stagger to understand
Why she renounced you
I lurch further
Speculating
Why the queen of paltry matters
Holds your profound heart
62 False Starts
An experiment in poetry and a reflection on love. From innocent childhood romances to painful, grown, unrequited love, I am attempting to share the depth to which each one touched me. The waters move from shallow to deep quickly and without warning and the ocean is still expanding, yet to be sealed with the solid permanence of lifetime commitment. …Well, there was that one time, but we divorced 2 years later…
8.30.2011
Poem for #60 - Poem 2
Labels:
#60,
emotional walls,
heartbreak,
infedility,
late 20s,
rejection
Poem for #60 - Poem 1
Your kiss is a curse of unrelenting mystery
Those lips are supernatural
Your hands are weapons of the divine
Those fingertips, surreal
When we meet in our realm of the gods
The atmosphere shatters between us
I am frozen and liquefied
I am still and kinetic
Together we are creation
Energy, vibrant and tangible, moves from you
I reach out to taste it
There is a remedy that drips from your soul
I am thirsty for it
I lap it up
If you leave me alone on this earthly plane
I will desiccate
Those lips are supernatural
Your hands are weapons of the divine
Those fingertips, surreal
When we meet in our realm of the gods
The atmosphere shatters between us
I am frozen and liquefied
I am still and kinetic
Together we are creation
Energy, vibrant and tangible, moves from you
I reach out to taste it
There is a remedy that drips from your soul
I am thirsty for it
I lap it up
If you leave me alone on this earthly plane
I will desiccate
Poem for #58
The chemistry between us was powerful enough
Until you pushed it forward
Our connection was secure in its confidence
But you were insecure
In your hasty objections of letting me in
You lied to me
Your hunger of my body
Repelled me
Your darting eyes, against the background of noise in your head
Left me gasping for air
At first I craved your attention and affection
Now I gag at the thought of you
Until you pushed it forward
Our connection was secure in its confidence
But you were insecure
In your hasty objections of letting me in
You lied to me
Your hunger of my body
Repelled me
Your darting eyes, against the background of noise in your head
Left me gasping for air
At first I craved your attention and affection
Now I gag at the thought of you
Labels:
#58,
disappointment,
late 20s,
resentment,
sexuality
Poem for #57 - Poem 5
I selfishly wait
For your return
Though I pushed you out
I cannot deny
The piece of me
Shaped like you
I attempted to break into your library
Of feelings
Dog ear my page
Kiss me on the neck and make me smile
Laugh and roll your eyes
Be intoxicated by our disgusting attraction
Unwind the fear from your heart
Let loose
We can be ok
Talk to me endlessly
All day
About nothing
Show me all of your world
Take me to your home
Carry me to mine.
Start over
Rebuild
Reconnect
Go back
Come back
You are incredible
I am foolish
I am touched by you
I still miss you
Every day
For your return
Though I pushed you out
I cannot deny
The piece of me
Shaped like you
I attempted to break into your library
Of feelings
Dog ear my page
Kiss me on the neck and make me smile
Laugh and roll your eyes
Be intoxicated by our disgusting attraction
Unwind the fear from your heart
Let loose
We can be ok
Talk to me endlessly
All day
About nothing
Show me all of your world
Take me to your home
Carry me to mine.
Start over
Rebuild
Reconnect
Go back
Come back
You are incredible
I am foolish
I am touched by you
I still miss you
Every day
Labels:
#57,
heartbreak,
late 20s,
rejection,
unrequited
Poem for #57 - Poem 4
My mistake
Plagues your mind
Your desires
Deny you something beautiful
I have broken the flow
Of what is
Or was
Broken shards
They are not so small
That we cannot
Pick them up
Find matching parts
What I cannot imagine
Is your reality
Plagues your mind
Your desires
Deny you something beautiful
I have broken the flow
Of what is
Or was
Broken shards
They are not so small
That we cannot
Pick them up
Find matching parts
What I cannot imagine
Is your reality
Poem for #57 - Poem 3
The image of your arms
Wrapped around my legs
Tossed on your shoulder
Unforgettable
The seductive tension
Of waiting for you
To get off of work
Undeniable
Teasing you with words
A lunchtime rendezvous
We’ll meet for dinner and dessert
Insatiable
Wrapped around my legs
Tossed on your shoulder
Unforgettable
The seductive tension
Of waiting for you
To get off of work
Undeniable
Teasing you with words
A lunchtime rendezvous
We’ll meet for dinner and dessert
Insatiable
Poem for #57 - Poem 2
I did not expect you
Walking down the beach
Towards me
I met and resisted your temptation
Dancing over shells
Childish avoidance of you
No calamity of war
When you steal kisses
Affectionate glances
No time has passed
My hand is in yours
We are a pair
I let you break in
Walking down the beach
Towards me
I met and resisted your temptation
Dancing over shells
Childish avoidance of you
No calamity of war
When you steal kisses
Affectionate glances
No time has passed
My hand is in yours
We are a pair
I let you break in
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